Rightfully Yours..

To my dearest Gab,    

First of all, I want to apologize for all the mistakes I made, especially when I became dishonest to you and broke your heart. I felt terrible when I lost the best, when I lost you for quite a while. That sudden moment when everyone will eventually look at me and made me feel guilty for the pain I’ve caused you that time.

That erroneous mistake I did changed the both of us. It made us stronger and better this time. I proved that I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us.

The first time I laid my eyes on you, they sparkled as they watched the waves of your hair while you were staring at nothing. It seemed that cupid’s arrow stroke my heart’s right into its internal abode.  I found you irresistible. The first time I stared at your dazzling black eyes, it was unexpected that way, what you did to my heart. Every single day God made for us, the sparks flew instantly. I did my best to make you feel that I love you very much. Uhm, I really don’t know how I fell in love with you, but that’s what love is all about. One thing I’m sure of, it’s not the usual puppy love that others say but as the days passed when sun rose and set, I learned how to love you.

It’s almost a year now and I’m still feeling the love for you, feeling it more intense each day passes. Seasons change, flowers fade, moons wane and hearts break but my feelings will always stay.

I am changing my ways to prove to you that I love you. I’m trying not to be an introverted guy. Right now, I’m bringing my courage up and my pride down just to get closer to you. I, holding your elusive heart one more time, I’m far more than thankful for giving me another chance to prove myself, and hoping for this to be the last. I am using love as a way to be a better person. We always think that we are forever. And the never say never attitude of ours will stay to keep our relationship strong. Like what you are always saying, faith and love will always keep our heart and mind contented for what we have.

Until now, you complete my day with your soft skin and sweet smile. You become the rainbow after every teardrop of mine. We both know that many were against us but they don’t know every wall we crashed though just to make this happen. Sweet talks in our long conversations make me blush everyday. Three cute little angels sing their song as we dance with the rain expressing our love to each other.

This time, I mean every word I say to you. Since the day we felt that we love each other, I am sincere with my feelings.  I will take care of your fragile heart and not let it be broken again. We shared heartbeats and heartaches, as well as smiles and tears. I reckon that all of these made us strong as we are today. And I’m very grateful and glad that you stayed and gave your full trust to me no matter how risky it could be.

Everyday I see you, my heart stops beating and I forget how to breathe, I love you for who you are and all I can say is I will NEVER stop loving you.

I love you so much, Gab. ‘Til love bring us to infinity.

           

                                                                                                 Forever yours,

                                                                                                                Niño

Blog 2.7

My Teacher, My Hero

            Behind those engineers, doctors and architects that are serving our community at their best, there are special people who trained them and molded to become who they are now, our teachers. Without them, imagine there will be no professionals, right? It sounds funny but it’s true.  They act like your second parents, probably because you are with them for at least 10 hours a day. Teaching, counseling you, scolding you or even ride with your jokes and laughs with you. There is one teacher I consider a close friend and she guided me when I turned in the wrong road and led me back to the right path.

       She was my Science I teacher when I was in 1^st year high school. I call her, Ma’am Pareja. How can I describe her, hmm. Let say that she is smart, gentle, and analytic but many students in my school consider her as a terror. But for me, I find her funny and a very humorous person. She made me realize that being a happy go lucky person can get you to trouble. Being analytic and humble are her favorite traits from a student, but obviously, I do not have those traits. One day, she approached me and told me that she will talk to me. I’m a little bit nervous that time so I cannot say a word. She told me that everything on this world will bloom someday if it doesn’t stop believing in his self. That very line took my heart and curved its place inside my head. From that day, I’m always motivated by that very line that she said to me.

       She told me things that I am taking care of and keeping it as a motivation. She is the first teacher who told me that I have a potential to grow. In this country, we are motivated by someone or something that can lead you to success and can drive you to a better performance. Is it nice that someone who you admire and looked up gave you and inspired you with her words of wisdom. She, Emelinda L. Pareja is my Teacher and my Hero.